Loved

[Kawaii Shuichi]

Tension is building.
Everybody seems so far.
I'm alone;
Not knowing who to trust.
Lied to over and over.
My heart;
Is it alive?
Why do I care?
It only hurts more.

I've held on
And been stepped on.
Heart is full
Of undying pain.
Everybody ignores me.
Hurt to many times
To even keep count.

Is it me?
Should I even be alive?
Who would care
If I dissapeared?
Would anyone?

Wounds are so deep.
They'll never go away.
Memories I wish I didn't have
But reminds me everyday.

I want to let go.
To be real.
To feel like I belong.
Not possible is it?

I've never belonged.
I've never been loved.

I've never been loved.

12/5/04 Not dedicated to anybody...just how I feel.

[KyoKo]

oh i love it...
but it sound like there some thing wrong
whats wrong Kawaii?

[ReiRei]

it's very good indeed. Very well written and it's a good way to express your feelings

[Kawaii Shuichi]

oh i love it...
but it sound like there some thing wrong
whats wrong Kawaii?

Really really long story.
Basically this is how I've felt my whole life...expecially since my last break up...so um yeah...

[>Liquíd<]

oh i love it...
but it sound like there some thing wrong
whats wrong Kawaii?

Really really long story.
Basically this is how I've felt my whole life...expecially since my last break up...so um yeah...

I understand how you feel.

[KyoKo]

oh i love it...
but it sound like there some thing wrong
whats wrong Kawaii?

Really really long story.
Basically this is how I've felt my whole life...expecially since my last break up...so um yeah...

oh poor Kawaii ... if you wanna talk im here ^.^ (oh sorry if it sound like im taking what you always say)

[Rhoey]

Really good poem, Shu.

If it would be a song, it'd be the best song to describe my life. Instead now, it's the best poem.

Very well-written. Although, a little long. But it really caught my attention.

[Kawaii Shuichi]

Really good poem, Shu.

If it would be a song, it'd be the best song to describe my life. Instead now, it's the best poem.

Very well-written. Although, a little long. But it really caught my attention.

Actually, it is a song. I just cut the chorus out only having it in there once.
My friend, Chris, is helping me write up the sheet music and playing around with his guitar and bass.

[Sakuma Ryuuichi]

I feel the same way too. Strange.

[Watari]

Aww...poor Kawaii...really awesome poem/song..and if you ever need to talk about it..we're all here for you!

[Blades Of Nightmare]

sweet

[.com person]

That was a great poem and Shadow stop saying sweet T___T