Holidays

[Kawaii Shuichi]

I wrote this Thanksgiving day.

I seclude myself
Knowing you are alone.
Not wanting to even smile
Knowing you are not happy.
I won't eat the food
Or drink the wine.
A tear slides down
My already soaked cheek.
I want to tell you
That I love you
But you won't call.
You're sad and alone.
I just don't understand
Why you won't talk to me.
It hurts; You shut me out.
I lay on the hard floor
In the darkness alone
Wishing I was there with you.
It tears me apart seeing your image
Clearly before my eyes.
My chest tightens; Sufficating.
I won't go numb like I normally do.
I won't block you out.
I'm breaking that habit.
I want to love you
And so I do with all of my heart.
Forever and for always
No matter how much I hurt inside.
God I hate holidays.

[Kazaku]

cool poem

[Kayla]

yes i agree

[Kazaku]

I made one along time ago when I loved making poems but I never wrote it down I do know it wasn't on holidays though

[Kayla]

i am not the "poem" type

[Kazaku]

I trying to get my drawing skills back

[Kayla]

i love drawing

[Kazaku]

me too just I have to work on body and feet

[Kawaii Shuichi]

Please stop spamming.
Thank you.

~Yumiko~

[ReiRei]

I like it..it's very good

[Kazaku]

yep it is