Rejection...depression

[Sakuma Ryuuichi]

No one cares anymore,
People avoid me,
Like lepercy.

I just need a friend,
A person to share my feelings.
A person to know me well,
A person who I can trust.

But I'm cautious,
Maybe just a little too cautious.
Afraid to expose myself,
To the world.

I have tried,
To make human contact,
But luck has not shone on me.
Not yet,
Maybe not ever.

I have lost many,
The people i can trust,
Either they are not by my side,
or all gone.
out of sight.

I'm confused,
Locking myself in my room.
Away from human contact whatsoever.
No one comes to me.
or,
Do i need to make ,
the first move.

My only way out of this,
was in the virtual world,
In hope to meet people,
to comfort me.
To take away the sorrow
and bring back my sanity.
Maybe just for a little while.

I need love,
Or at least a hug.
Not a virtual one.
But one which i can feel the flesh.
And the warmth.
of the skin.

To sit down with me,
and hug me,
Envelope me with security.
Let me curl up and sleep.
in your lap.

I need love.
Not rejection
I've been there before,
got up and got going,
But now returning to the past.
I don't want this anymore.
I don't need anymore sorrow in me.

But it seemed to hang behind me.
I'm trapped forever...

[ReiRei]

*jaw drops* wow Hiro...very good and very heartfelt...WOW is really all I can say to this

[Kawaii Shuichi]

WAH! I am so hauling my arse to Japan to give you a hug! I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL! hmm...let's see....money...money....it should take about...I don't know how long to get the money but the minute I get enough saved up, expect me at your front door!

It's a very beautiful poem, sad but beautiful.

[Sakuma Ryuuichi]

Thanks you both.
This is a very hard poem to write, but i finally did.
*tears gathering in my eyes*
I'm not so emotional but both your words touched me deeply.

Thanks again.