Sakuma Ryuuichi
11-04-2004, 10:34 PM
I wake up.
Lost in a foreign land.
Looking out the window,
Finding nothing,
but building blocks on each side.
No familiar faces.
No one to talk to.
Just everyday troubles,
To fill my day.
I missed your smiles and laughter,
I missed your lame jokes
But come to think again,
You have made me really happy over time.
I never thought this day would come,
For us to part.
But it seemed to me,
it had just did.
But then again,
Nothing could pull us apart.
By blood or luck.
The day we parted,
You didn't shed a tear,
You held it all back.
but i know,
there has already been a wound
deep inside your heart
You missed me so deeply
as i missed you to.
But now,
I am so far away from you.
Things are not the same anymore.
I don't see you anymore.
Don't see your smiles,
Can't hear your laughter.
I want to touch you.
Make you happy.
I know you're doing your best
to please me.
And I'm happy to know so.
But now,
I'm alone.
Too far from you.
your comfort,
Yet too near for entertainment.
I walk on the streets.
People just avoid me,
Have i been rejected?
Or is it just me.
Isolating myself from the world.
Is it so?
Maybe I'm just not opening myself to the world.
I'm not ready to face people.
Not yet.
Not now.
Then again,
what if i stayed in my cocoon of lone forever.
Would that make me a better man?
Lost in a foreign land.
Looking out the window,
Finding nothing,
but building blocks on each side.
No familiar faces.
No one to talk to.
Just everyday troubles,
To fill my day.
I missed your smiles and laughter,
I missed your lame jokes
But come to think again,
You have made me really happy over time.
I never thought this day would come,
For us to part.
But it seemed to me,
it had just did.
But then again,
Nothing could pull us apart.
By blood or luck.
The day we parted,
You didn't shed a tear,
You held it all back.
but i know,
there has already been a wound
deep inside your heart
You missed me so deeply
as i missed you to.
But now,
I am so far away from you.
Things are not the same anymore.
I don't see you anymore.
Don't see your smiles,
Can't hear your laughter.
I want to touch you.
Make you happy.
I know you're doing your best
to please me.
And I'm happy to know so.
But now,
I'm alone.
Too far from you.
your comfort,
Yet too near for entertainment.
I walk on the streets.
People just avoid me,
Have i been rejected?
Or is it just me.
Isolating myself from the world.
Is it so?
Maybe I'm just not opening myself to the world.
I'm not ready to face people.
Not yet.
Not now.
Then again,
what if i stayed in my cocoon of lone forever.
Would that make me a better man?